Who am I?
First and foremost I am a writer, usually writing poetry and prose pieces of whatever is on My mind at the time, which generally can be very long.
I am not here for a popularity contest, I will not tolerate any hate or negativity crap, I can respect all races, religions, creeds and backgrounds. If you're a racist, have homophobia, hates anyone for their race, creed, religion or whatever the case may be, then My page is not for you.
With that being said, I am an Atheist, a fanatical one at that. I do not hide that I am an Atheist; I do not attempt to appease those of faith just to give them a feeling of wellbeing. I shall respect your faiths and beliefs, even if I personally have no use for them, I have been an Atheist since the age of seven, even though I was raised Baptist up till the age of reasoning, which for Me happen to be seven years old. Though to be honest I have never believed in god yet it was not till that age I realized it I had a complete disbelief in this man made creature. I am well versed in the written work of all mainstream; and not so mainstream faiths, beliefs, and philosophical teachings that people follow. So while I may not be of any faith based belief, I can debate and follow if any chooses for a respectful debate on that particular subject.
I am a photographer without a camera, what I mean by this is I have done many photography shoots until a fire at My home in the year of 2007, in which I lost everything, My cameras, all the equipment, My pets
all 48 of them, games, DVDs, My 3, 000 plus book collection, computers and laptops, clothes.. I think you get the point. So since 2007 I have not done any photography shoots. I have gotten a few digital cameras as gifts since then, but these are not the best type of cameras for distance type of shoots, and are not professional grade in any sense of the word. I do eventually plan on getting either a Nikon or Canon camera in the future, in which case I plan to start doing photo shoots again.
The digital cameras I have are:
Samsung Digimax S500
Sony Cyber-Shot DSC-S700
So I do thank My friends for these cameras that they have given Me as gifts since the fire.
I much prefer being around nature than a group of people, so being in the woods, by a river, ocean or any place where I can be alone and allow Myself to think about thoughts that would generally be too much for your average person to even begin to fathom.
I am in or rather I do live the BDSM lifestyle, I am a Master within this lifestyle. If anyone does not know what this mean, this means I am into a lifestyle which is about Dominance, and submission of consenting adults. Who enjoy a relationship of where one has absolute or partial control over the other; I shall say that THERE IS NO one way to live the lifestyle, I hear many saying He or She is not a real Master because
or doesn't do this or that.
Though I will say both on here, and many other sites, I have seen many fake Masters and Mistresses who has never had any real world experience, nor do they plan to. As well as whom call themselves Master or Mistresses after two or three days of them being in the lifestyle, who does not take the time to hone their crafts and skills. Being in this lifestyle, of which I have been in for quite a while, has effected the way in which I write and such, I think by now you have noticed the always capitalization of the "M" for Me, My, Myself, and things of that nature, after many years in the lifestyle, I pretty much write like that without even thinking. Sometimes I have to even go back and correct that when writing something for a business piece that I did or whatever.
To find out about My BDSM Background, and experience, My background at the link here: atheosemanon.deviantart.com/ar…
I have trained many female subs, and have trained men ONLY WHEN I was training their Master or Mistresses in kinks, or under the guide of their Master or Mistresses. But do enjoy speaking with all people in the lifestyle, be they male, female, subs, slaves, sluts, pets, Masters, Mistresses, Doms, Dommes, Switches, and whatever new "titles" may arise in the future, so do hope I can find a few kink friends to converse with while on here as well.
My hobbies are playing video games, reading, writing, photography as well as looking at others photography. Mostly BDSM/Fetish/Kink shoots, Erotic shots, gothic shots, and nature shots [leaves, plants, flowers, animals etc]. But will shoot pretty much anything I think would be a good shot or others may want to see.
While also a hobby, it is currently also my main source of income. Carpentry, which is something I have always enjoyed or rather building things with my hand and working with my hands is something that I have always enjoyed. It makes up part of my income along with landscaping and the other part being photography and some investments that I have made over the years.
I also enjoy photography meant to make a statement, I do believe in the cliché a picture is worth a thousand words and with this I enjoy shoots that takes the reader outside of their comfort levels, photography that either will enrage the viewer enough, or that saddens the viewer enough to make them uncomfortable in their "little boxes" of their worlds, ripping them from their comfort zones without any notice.
It is for these reasons that I enjoy sociopolitical photos more than anything, such as pics of starving children, homeless people, woman who have been raped, men behind bars, and other things such as this that steps out of what many in societies would consider the norm for them.
The pseudonym Emanon which I have been going by since the age of eight, I shall give a brief explanation why is it that I use this particular pseudonym.
Hm at the age of eight is when I saw my first murder, it happen over a card game, two drunk guys playing cards and one said he had something, the other guy said he didn't and in his drunken state he pulled a knife and stabbed the guy in the gut he later died but such is life is it not? We are born to die. If we happen to do something worthwhile during that time, great, if not, then it is great as well
It was around that this time that my fascination with death, more so the means in which some one kills became fascinating to me, I began looking through the net for serial killers, did not really care of whom there were what I more so looked for is their method of killing, I much prefer scenes where the killer had used a bladed weapon, usually blades take more skills, particularly if they tortured them first.
It was also at the age of eight I began focusing more of a general concept of overall versus the small minded mentality that most people suffer from which is the concept of self. I then began using the pseudonym "no name", but that was to plain so I noticed while reading it backwards it actually said something I could announce thus I have been going by Emanon since.
If you are unfamiliar with the concept of general versus the concept of self, it is an animal instinct survival of the fittest, as well survival of self, well the problem with such is that many people have misconstrued this to mean their survival is more important than the whole, as animals have been doing it for millions and billions of years, no one entity is above the group, the concept is basically speaking survival of group versus self. Men spend too much of their lives simply attempting to better them selves, while this is okay, once you have forgotten the need for others you have failed before you have even began. I shall touch back on this later on in this post.
This is a question I hear often, so to get it out of the way, to me Emanon is not just no name backwards, to me it has a deeper meaning of self classification, basically something that has no name, is unknown, the unknown can not be classified for we do not know what it is. That we do not know what it is; is a mystery to us. Mysteries, the unknown can not be put into any particular groups or category, so basically my pseudonym is saying don't assume anything about me, don't put me into your ignorant groups of this or that, labels are for idiots, I am me, and me is I, I don't want to be like some cheap imitation of dullard that feels the need to label them self this or that.
Some random interest of Mines, I enjoy intelligence, if you can have an intelligent conversation with Me, regardless of the topic you shall peak My interest greatly. I enjoy graveyards and other generally abandoned places, I find them to be great places to reflect, I find death to be the ultimate reminder of reality, and ones own mortality. I am not a sentimental creature and I find anything, and everything can be a possible source of humor, I do not find some special meanings in life, nor am I the type to get despondent when death happens. Why be sad for something that shall happen throughout your entire life.
I find fear to be a silly thing, a cheap substitute for you being unprepared and unwilling to test your own mortality. As such I have given up such a silly behavior since I was but a child. We are born, we live; we will die, why fret or make haste of your short existence living in a constant state of fear? A life lived while fearful is a life not lived at all. I seem to have an odd obsession with death, I have long since found beauty in death, it can be an art if you choose to look at it that way, our bodies can be art, constantly changing, constantly developing, and when we die it is this same art form in the reverse, to see what was once flourishing now slide into a state of continuing decline, from the stiffening, smell, decomposing
it is such a fascinating sight I think.
Politics, I am in America, there are but so many political parties, I have chosen to be an independent, yet with this I am also a globalist, a humanist and nihilist. While these things can at times be contradictory, they do sometimes work in favor of each other, as I shall explain My reason for being each right now.
I find both Democrats and Republicans to be equally redundant, one party wishes for one thing, the other party is so vehement on their doing the exact opposite of what the other wants, in the mean time nothing gets done, sure we may make a law do this or that, but these laws are pointless as long as they are used to oppress another. I find the only true way for any country to work is a system of compromise, as they say in business and law, you know it is fair when both sides feel like they lost. I know this may sound like a negative thing, yet you have one party advocating strict rights and the banning of things, and another who seems to simply appease the people on all issues, that is why I am an independent for I believe for true law to be fair it should be a mixture of both, or neither of them.
I believe nationalism to be such a selfish thing, I mean it is okay to be proud of where you come from, yet the problem with most who believe in nationalism, is that they believe in it to the point of being chauvinistic, to believe their country is better and that there is none that can compare. As they say in sports and life, you are only as good as your weakest player, or citizen for that matter. What good is your nationalism while you allow your own citizens to die of starvation, your citizens to be homeless, not because of a lack of finances but a lack of caring. You preach the greatness of your empires while oppressing those you consider insignificant. This is where I would say My humanist position comes from, I believe we should do our best to ensure that everyone, both those in power and those without it have a fair life, equal treatment for whatever system of laws you believe you value.
It is for this reason that I am for gay marriage, why should two people not be allowed to engage in that final step of their relationship because your laws say it is not right. Not because of the lack of moral implications, but rather the abundance of religious ones, it is this reason that I too am a nihilist, I hold no use for religion, beliefs, faiths, I believe they are the main reason for your moral decadence that you have now. It is very easy to blame those without for the lack of what is, when those that have control, control what those that are without see and do. Your faiths have been used since their dawning as a means to condemn, corrupt, and dominate what is, to turn it into a perverse of what it once was, no longer free and lively, now deadly and condemning. No longer peaceful or living by simple rules of being courteous, now the complex system of damning those who refuse to abide your rules of continuous immorality.
I am pro-choice. I believe it is no business of Mines what a woman chooses to do with their body, the same as I would not want anyone to dictate what I can do with My own body. I am also pro war, violence is the only thing this planet understands, it is unfortunate yet it is a reality, do not confuse with being pro war as affirming that I agree with all wars, no, yet I do believe in a world where he who has the biggest guns/army is deemed to be in control, all the while these same people are the ones who oppress their citizens the most
then yes violence is necessary, some would say a civic duty.
Now while touching on My former reasons for humanism, I wish to take this a step farther, why should you feel obliged to only help those in your surroundings? Or even, why should you only help those in your own nation? Trouble doesn't stop at the borders of your nation, why should you not extend a helping hand to those who are less fortunate than even the lowliest of citizens in your nation. This is where I take the globalist approach, if you are able to help those who would benefit more, with less, then why shouldn't you? People are chauvinistic that they condemn others who are not so small minded and wish to help where they can, and knowing that their time, money, whatever it may be may have more of an impact.
I believe that should be more than enough to cover what I think of politics as well as My personal political beliefs.
I suppose now I can go onto what I think about people in general, generally speaking I think people are selfish group of arrogant idiots who only seem to care about themselves and forsake all others. As I mentioned before I am an Atheist, as an Atheist I do believe that we should even at a basic level attempt to uplift those less fortunate. As an Atheist I do not believe in a god and as such think it rather pointless to wait around for some god to come and make everything better as many of the faithful do;
I am plain spoken, I do not mince words, nor am I hypocritical. If you ask my opinion on anything get prepared to hear an in depth opinion of whatever the subject matter is.
This is a personal quote of Mines, amazed at the arrogance and overconfidence that people seem to have in their own blissful ignorance. What this means is, in such a day and age of enlightened people, to be so vehement to be an epitome of hatred, and being proud of this. To such so called intelligent creatures which use their intelligence as a means to hate what they do not understand, to condemn what they see as useless, and to eradicate what they see as bothersome to their surreal reality.
In closing; I urge you, to let knowledge be that truth, which portrays humanity, condemns malevolence, that respects the differences in others while abandoning the hatred and misconceptions of the past.